ADRIC COULD BE HERE THIS MONTH!
At the end of course if he A) comes early or B) they schedule me for a c-section at 39 weeks like they want to do.
either way…
At the end of course if he A) comes early or B) they schedule me for a c-section at 39 weeks like they want to do.
either way…
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So I’m going to be a stay at home mom and really only got a pump so my husband could feed Adric. Well I went to a class and the lady said to not use bottles or pacifiers in the first month due to it could cause nipple confusion. Well my question is pumping necessary in that first month? I’m wondering because of engorgement.
So sorry about all of this stress!! :( btw you’re completely in the right re: bro in law situation. Ridiculous!
I so feel like I am too and thankfully Josh is too, BUT my MIL and FIL (which we live with) don’t see the issue. On top of getting adjusted to a newborn and a newborn getting adjusted to life were going to have house guest that are going to be all in his face. It’s also stressful because Josh’s sister in law can’t have children (there is a 10% she could conceive but the odds of carrying full term are very slim) and his brother has been putting so much stress on their relationship about that. Josh and I both think his brother is only coming to be selfish about it and it’s only going to make her feel horrible. It’s just an all around bat situation.
I feel so freaking alone today :( I feel like my family could careless about me, I don’t have any friends at all that I can just go hang out with, I’m so sick of being stuck in the house unless my MIL goes somewhere, I have nobody to talk to and I don’t want to bother Josh because he’s so stressed out about his job right now and that situation pisses me off because they could careless that he has a baby on the way and they decided to fire a chef and are making Josh pick up her shift too. He doesn’t think he’ll have a day off until the 15th if he’s even lucky. I can’t talk to my MIL because she’s trying to quit smoking and is dealing with that rage monster and I really just feel like calling my mom but I can’t because she messed that relationship up. I’m pissed off because Josh’s brother and sister in law WHO NEVER VISIT decide they want to come the weekend of July 7th…..I’m due then. I’ll have a newborn and they figure that is the best time…oh and the cherry on that they will be taking over the nursery because it has a full bed. SO on top of stress of a newborn, I’ll have to make sure I have everything I could possibly need in our room….seriously? I’m pissed off about it and they don’t even realize how rude it is. I’m also at the point where nothing fits, nothing is comfy. I’m sick of being in pjs all day, sick of looking like a bum but I’m so tired of waking up and making myself look human just to sit in the room doing nothing. I really can’t wait until Adric is here and things go to a normal, I’m so excited to be a mom but i’m so excited to start working out, to get back in shape that isn’t labeled as “wide load” I can’t wait to join the mommy and baby group that the hospital has just so I can make friends, I can’t wait to go back to school too. If you read any of this I’m sorry for the rambling I just needed to get something out because I feel like I’m about to explode. :(
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fakes are faking
mean people are being mean
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